sometimes you just have to let go...

Some things are never meant to be yours. Life is so unpredictable. At times when we think that life is going our way, it is actually going the opposite direction. In order for us to maintain our sanity, it is sometimes good to let go......let go of the things that brings us down...and move on. Life has to move on, because we have another life that we have to think about. A life after death that is true .... and it is everafter, as Allah swt has promised to all its servants....be good and we shall live in paradise forever n ever....

But it is still hard to let go of something we had learnt to love n lived with....eventhough living with him is breaking me apart..... Ya Allah, give me strength to continue my journey in this world, give me courage to survive, give me guidance so that I will not choose the wrong path, let it be the path going towards your Heaven ya Allah, let me be with my children in the hereafter, let me be with my love ones in Heaven if I cant be with him in this world...... because sometimes I just have to let go....

Is it a beginning or is it the end?

Am i ready?ready to face a new beginning? or is it the end? which ever way we look at it, the time will sure come. So am I ready to face it? Deep inside my heart, I know that I am a very strong person, but I crumbled becaused people take advantage of that and left me alone to deal with it.

I shall not give in and destroy myself ....let alone to let somebody ruin my life! I am not going to let u ruin my life! I had a life n u ruined it, but I am going to get up n build it again. I may not be as strong as i was before but I know I can survive, I know I can strive....... even though my heart has shattered to pieces........

Besday ku tiba lagi

Tahun ni mcm tak berapa excited nak sambut sbb masih terkenang beberapa perkara yg telah berlaku semasa harijadi tahun lepas. Tp harinya pasti tiba besok kan? Membusykan diri dgn pergi jemputan di Cheras lah......

So apa besday wish tahun ni? Saya nak aquarium yg mcm tgk kat kedai kat wet world tu. Tp tak la yg besar, yg sedang shj.... nak ikan kecik2 shj, nak ada udang kecik2 dan banyakkkkkkkkk pokok2 hijau berdaun lebat.....hehehe......tak la mhl benor dlm rm200 jer..... nnti kalau dapat rebate income tax, nak beli je present tuk diri sendiri........

Apa lagi yg teringin?Baju n seluar baru kot sbb dah kurus kan?hehehe..........nak external HD sbb komputer dah penuh........lagi?nak makeup set ......lagi?nak make over leh? berangan je laaaaaa....

Saya taknak apa2 la, cuma nak hidup tenang..........