Is it a beginning or is it the end?

Am i ready?ready to face a new beginning? or is it the end? which ever way we look at it, the time will sure come. So am I ready to face it? Deep inside my heart, I know that I am a very strong person, but I crumbled becaused people take advantage of that and left me alone to deal with it.

I shall not give in and destroy myself ....let alone to let somebody ruin my life! I am not going to let u ruin my life! I had a life n u ruined it, but I am going to get up n build it again. I may not be as strong as i was before but I know I can survive, I know I can strive....... even though my heart has shattered to pieces........

Besday ku tiba lagi

Tahun ni mcm tak berapa excited nak sambut sbb masih terkenang beberapa perkara yg telah berlaku semasa harijadi tahun lepas. Tp harinya pasti tiba besok kan? Membusykan diri dgn pergi jemputan di Cheras lah......

So apa besday wish tahun ni? Saya nak aquarium yg mcm tgk kat kedai kat wet world tu. Tp tak la yg besar, yg sedang shj.... nak ikan kecik2 shj, nak ada udang kecik2 dan banyakkkkkkkkk pokok2 hijau berdaun lebat.....hehehe......tak la mhl benor dlm rm200 jer..... nnti kalau dapat rebate income tax, nak beli je present tuk diri sendiri........

Apa lagi yg teringin?Baju n seluar baru kot sbb dah kurus kan?hehehe..........nak external HD sbb komputer dah penuh........lagi?nak makeup set ......lagi?nak make over leh? berangan je laaaaaa....

Saya taknak apa2 la, cuma nak hidup tenang..........